Sometimes at the end of the day
You're left wondering who you are
And who you'll become
And really on the inside
You're just becoming undone
We all say that the past is the past
There's no looking back.
But you really think war is over?
How long does peace really last?
Because in reality
There's seemingly no hope for us
Battles are fought be everyone, everyday
We all have lost.
No one wants to give it up
Or look the other way
In this life we have to compromise
Stop the hate, the crime, the lies
Or keep fighting and we'll all die.
See, a wise man once said,
"Imagine all the people living life in peace".
Well him and I have
I don't think I've ever been so lost before
If I've said it once, I've screamed it more
But what was it for?
And I can hear their voices knocking at my door
Thinking of telling me what to do and where to go
And it shows
'Cause in my mind logic has been replaced
With a blindfolded version of real faith
I don't know how much longer I can hold on
When years are short, but heartache is long
All the memories past, will surely last
But the moment is gone
How strong do you think I am?
I put my trust in something I couldn't see
And even though I can't feel
Somehow I still b.e.l.i.e.v.e.
If ever there was a perfect day, it could have been today.
The sunny blue, the cloudless skies
This Autumn allows for thoughts to fly.
Always the bad, never the good
Storming a list of all the coulds.
Fatalities rain almost everyday
But never here.
Why now? Why us?
Oh, how I fear.
The worst is always yet to come
But we never take that to heart.
To life, to love, to health
To the young, this is only your start.
I pray, I hope, everything is okay
Nothing can go wrong, please
Youth should be able to live out their days.
Nothing will go wrong, please
I know it happens everyday
Every second.
But not to us, not here.
I fear.
Th
2006
was a spendid year
when you partied at a "friend's" house
right next to another in suburbia
and drank for hours in those small kitchens and backyards
you
royalty of the millenium, your perfectly sick
bodies
sprawled in the bathroom, arms looped around
the toilet, and the pain, the pain
of your insides coming out, and the sight,
the sight
of your world going black as you passed out
in a "friend's" bathroom
O,
those guys spoke of the girls they had slept with, and
those girls smiled and complimented you
and spoke horrible things the moment you turned your back
them in their
low cut tank tops and lowrise jeans
and lacey
I just don't understand how you could hurt me like this
He let me down too, but not nearly as bad as you did
And all those memories and all those moments
They passed away with our friendship
And sometimes I still can't believe that thats it
There's no more, and there never will be
And as time passes on silently
So will you and I, and maybe you're with him
And maybe you'll see me, and the hurt in my eyes
And in my heart, and in every aching limb
And perhaps you'll regret, or feel remorse
Because of your actions and how life took its course
But somehow I doubt it, because if that were possible
This would never have happened.
2006
was a spendid year
when you partied at a "friend's" house
right next to another in suburbia
and drank for hours in those small kitchens and backyards
you
royalty of the millenium, your perfectly sick
bodies
sprawled in the bathroom, arms looped around
the toilet, and the pain, the pain
of your insides coming out, and the sight,
the sight
of your world going black as you passed out
in a "friend's" bathroom
O,
those guys spoke of the girls they had slept with, and
those girls smiled and complimented you
and spoke horrible things the moment you turned your back
them in their
low cut tank tops and lowrise jeans
and lacey
If ever there was a perfect day, it could have been today.
The sunny blue, the cloudless skies
This Autumn allows for thoughts to fly.
Always the bad, never the good
Storming a list of all the coulds.
Fatalities rain almost everyday
But never here.
Why now? Why us?
Oh, how I fear.
The worst is always yet to come
But we never take that to heart.
To life, to love, to health
To the young, this is only your start.
I pray, I hope, everything is okay
Nothing can go wrong, please
Youth should be able to live out their days.
Nothing will go wrong, please
I know it happens everyday
Every second.
But not to us, not here.
I fear.
Th
I don't think I've ever been so lost before
If I've said it once, I've screamed it more
But what was it for?
And I can hear their voices knocking at my door
Thinking of telling me what to do and where to go
And it shows
'Cause in my mind logic has been replaced
With a blindfolded version of real faith
I don't know how much longer I can hold on
When years are short, but heartache is long
All the memories past, will surely last
But the moment is gone
How strong do you think I am?
I put my trust in something I couldn't see
And even though I can't feel
Somehow I still b.e.l.i.e.v.e.
Sometimes at the end of the day
You're left wondering who you are
And who you'll become
And really on the inside
You're just becoming undone
We all say that the past is the past
There's no looking back.
But you really think war is over?
How long does peace really last?
Because in reality
There's seemingly no hope for us
Battles are fought be everyone, everyday
We all have lost.
No one wants to give it up
Or look the other way
In this life we have to compromise
Stop the hate, the crime, the lies
Or keep fighting and we'll all die.
See, a wise man once said,
"Imagine all the people living life in peace".
Well him and I have
Lie through your teeth and pretend to value this nation.
Rip apart this tragedy and string together a new generation.
Today, hypocrisy is a best seller, so take your place in line.
Today, I value a leader who stutters as he claims to be divine.
He'll destroy something small to create ripples in his serenity.
Willingly, scratch out all meaning and take apart our identity.
With just a speech, he'll stitch a dream into your reality.
With a word, he'll make us loosen our grasp on morality.
Today, I trust in an authority that refuses to give me assistance
Today, I love a priest who lives to contaminate my existence
Hold back the beauty e
If ever there was a perfect day, it could have been today.
The sunny blue, the cloudless skies
This Autumn allows for thoughts to fly.
Always the bad, never the good
Storming a list of all the coulds.
Fatalities rain almost everyday
But never here.
Why now? Why us?
Oh, how I fear.
The worst is always yet to come
But we never take that to heart.
To life, to love, to health
To the young, this is only your start.
I pray, I hope, everything is okay
Nothing can go wrong, please
Youth should be able to live out their days.
Nothing will go wrong, please
I know it happens everyday
Every second.
But not to us, not here.
I fear.
Th
Current Residence: Harrow, Ontario Favourite genre of music: I like a bit of everything from classical to metal. Operating System: PC MP3 player of choice: Creative Favourite cartoon character: Pikachu! Personal Quote: Make love not war.
Favourite Movies
Lord of the Rings Trilogy and Across the Universe
Favourite Bands / Musical Artists
The Beatles
Favourite Writers
Nietzsche
Favourite Games
patty-cake =]
Favourite Gaming Platform
XBOX, PS2, SNES
Other Interests
writing, drawing, music, playing guitar, learning, reading, horses, adventures, traveling, etc.
One day everything is going to fall correctly into place. I guess I've come to believe that all the things that have happened, all those moments that left me feeling "broken", all occurred because I needed those pieces to make my life what it is becoming. Looking back on the past 3-4 years, everything has changed so much, and yet I'm still just in Harrow. My life has barely begun and yet soooo much has happened. Sometimes it almost hurts to look back and see the changes. I've lost so much, but I think I've gained even more.
I want to thank everyone who is my friend, whether we're close or not, whether we've never met or we see each other eve
I have this overwhelming desire to save the world. And it breaks my heart to know that I can't do it, and it's virtually impossible for just one person to do it, just as it's virtually impossibly to convince enough people to work together for change.
Even still, I wish I could do it.
"Love and peace are eternal." -John Lennon